Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Life


What did I ever do,
To make you
Into this Beast of Hatred you call you. 

I gave you everything you needed.
I gave you life.
I gave you breath,
Even when you took it form me.

It seems I have no choice in the matter,
Of what you do anymore.

You push me around.
And I was helpless against it.

You beat me.
Black,
Blue,
And Purple.

The color of my skin changes.

Each time you touch my skin.
That's what I think of.........
What I feel........ 

But I'm not helpless anymore.
I was crippled against your will before,
But now your crippled by Karma.


Now it's my turn for revenge. 
To push you like you pushed me.
To hit you were it already hurts.
Feel my pain.

I've made us both realize,
That revenge isn't good.
'Cause in the end,
You just hurt yourself.

Prevail through the challenges
That life lays out for you.
Life is like a big game
Unfair and uncertain. 


We prevailed together,
And now you want to treat me right.
But now I'm leaving.

Going to someone appreciated me more,
Before I was gone.

Things are just crazy,
When you realize how screwed up life really is.


Things go beyond your control.
And life doesn't go they way you wish.

But now that I realize it......
I wouldn't change my life.

All my trials and tribulations, 
Make me who I am today.
All my pain and grief of loss,
Makes me appreciate things before they are gone.


All my life to live,
Learning to forgive.
Forget those who cause pain,
'Cause if I don't they'll always reign,
And rule my life.
Bend  it to their means. 
But I'm here,
Writing this poem.
Telling you,
Back up off my life.
Out my face,
And out of my business. 
Cause I'm the only one who runs my mind.
I'm the only one who tempts my Fate.
I'm the only one who runs my Life.

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